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"aint nothin wrong"- Houston |
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I figured this day would be bad n it was cuz i found out my avg in ap calc is a 55... but then i was called to the office n they todl me my mom had gotten me dismissed n i was supposed to meet her at my house kinda weird since my mom isnt in Ga right now I went home n nikki had been the one who called.we jst chilled at my house all day...so my day turned out to be really good n im skipping school tomorrow too cuz im STILL feeling really sick...lol
Definately not callin her tonight I mean i miss talkin to her but i think nikki would be pissed off if I talked to india while i was spending the night at her house...n lil D made me promise i wouldnt call her so i guess i have no choice unless she calls me that probably wouldnt b breakin my promise...hopefully she wont though cuz then ill feel really guilty
I dunno wat im doin...guess ill figure it out
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[10 Nov 2004|07:44am] |
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I fuckin called her...of course
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[09 Nov 2004|09:04pm] |
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"Always be my baby"- Mariah Carey |
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*Now you seem so far away
Nothing I can do or say
I wish that I could make you see
All you ever need is me.
So I hold my breath and count to ten
Look at you and think again
How much I'm in need of you
But there's nothing else I can do
I want you so bad I can't think straight
I lay down, think of you and wait
Wait for you to say "I still love you"
And I'd say back, "I love you too"
I hold my breath and count to ten
And finally realize, this is the end.*
I wanna hate her so bad but i cant n it fuckin sucks n I guess as long as i dont call her at night everything will get better
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[02 Nov 2004|06:58pm] |
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"Move Somthin"- LL Cool J |
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I got accepted at NC STATE and UNC Charlotte today so I dont needa go to school anymore...
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[22 Oct 2004|10:51pm] |
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"lets go"-trick daddy |
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2 lines of cocaine, dime of weed, 4 shots of vodka...n nikki? i dont really know...not good
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[20 Oct 2004|12:50am] |
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"u the one girl"- ceelo |
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*Your my last thought when i go to bed
and my first thought when i wake up*
*Sometimes I just wanna shout to the whole world what a wonderful person you are...but other times, I just wanna bite my lip and be quiet about it in fear that someone will take you away from me if they find out*
*Here alone wishing to be with you, lying here to see your face when I dream*
*You say you'll always be there for me...whats going to happen when you aren't?*
*Love is giving somebody the ability to break your heart but trusting that they won't*
*Sometimes the best things in life are worth waiting for no matter how long it takes, just don't ever give up on them.*
*When you truly love someone: time, distance...nothing will stand in the way*
*You have made me see things i never thought existed, all because you said three little words...*
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[17 Oct 2004|10:05pm] |
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"breath stretch shake"-mase |
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I spent most the day chillin wit nikki this girl i met a few weeks ago. it made me forget about losing state playoffs which was good. we went jetskiing for a while n she went swimming n i jst watched cuz it was kinda cold. i never told her i had a gf n it was pretty obvious that she didnt know. I'm definately not interested in her cuz shes kinda stupid. at first i thought she might b kinda like india but she isnt n og uess thats a good thing cuz it would probably jst create problems. I dont want india to find out about it really cuz she might overreact or somthin cuz theres nothin bw me n nikki n i jst wanan b friends with her even though she is pretty hot...
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[28 Jun 2004|03:33pm] |
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[03 Jun 2004|01:00am] |
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"slow motion" by juvenile |
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I jst realized tonight how much I love my gf n how lost I would be without her. Ive known how much I love her but its like it jst hit me tonight how important she is to me n how shes the reason why my life is as good as it is now. And I jst wanan make her as happy as she has made me for the last 2 yrs.
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[13 Mar 2004|10:29pm] |
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milo was pretty helpful tonight
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